Boston is a tough, resilient town. This sort of thing will shock us
in the moment. As shock fades away, what is left is something stronger
and more substantive, something that a few homemade bombs cannot
destroy. That's the narrative that will hopefully emerge, and it's the
one that does the best job of defeating the psychology of terrorism.
The next thing that will happen is foolish, uninformed speculation about who or whom was responsible.
So? I have no idea, but Obama kicked Romney's you know what by showing him that he may not be able to run a country, but he knows how to run a campaign. I'm impressed!
For the sake of the US, let's hope Obama II is better than Obama I.
Wow, I expected it to be closer. I guess Romney just learned that to be inauthentic and successful in politics, you have to be a transcendent figure and be willing to stand for something.
Well, I'm just back from the wilderness for I spent four long days stranded in an underdeveloped part of New York without electricity, water, food patiently waiting for civilization to return and at last, it did.
New York is no longer New York for there are just certain things that shouldn't happen, no matter what the circumstances, in the once best city in the world!
Somebody needs to get the Big Apple its groove back.
Orwell’s four motives for writing still seem to me the most honest
account of why long-form non-fiction writers do what they do, with
“sheer egoism” at the top; next, “aesthetic enthusiasm” – the pleasure
principle or sheer relish of sonority (“pleasure in the impact of one
sound on another”); third, the “historical impulse” (the “desire to see
things as they are”), and, finally, “political purpose”: the urge to
persuade, a communiqué from our convictions.
To that list I would add that writing has always seemed to me a fight
against loss, an instinct for replay; a resistance to the attrition of
memory. To translate lived experience into a pattern of words that
preserves its vitality without fixing it in literary embalming fluid;
that for me has been the main thing.
The best essay writing since Michel de Montaigne (1533-1592), who
invented the genre, is where this reanimation of experience is shaped by
the purposeful urgencies of thought. It is not the thoughtless
recycling of experience for its own sake, the fetishising of impulse,
which these days is what mostly passes as “blog”; a word well suited to
its swampy suck of self-indulgence.
I must the most self-indulgent person in the word! For some reason, I think that it is my greatest and most fruitful trait...
I'm taking a week off to rest before the start of my favorite season, fall.
It is always tough to take a break from blogging so I may cheat and blog during my vacation.
If you miss me too much, you can watch this interview I did with TV5 monde and email me suggestions about how to learn to be more zen but be charitable and keep in mind that I am excitable because je suis pressée d’écrire.
I' m dealing with some fairly serious health issues, which make it impossible to blog until I get better. So blogging will be nonexistent until June or it may not be if I recover quickly.
A sugary excerpt to say au revoir from Cornell West on Barack Obama:
When you mobilise the legacy of Martin [Luther] King and put a bust of Martin King in the Oval Office, people elevate their hopes. Martin King is not just every brother (...) It’s like a novelist being obsessed with Tolstoy or Proust and then he ends up writing short stories that can barely get into some middlebrow magazine. Hey, you got our hopes up man! I was expecting Proust or Tolstoy, instead it would barely get in Newsweek.
I agree with West! Saying it obliges me to come back quickly for it bugs me that they are a part of what might be my last blog before a while.
If you are missing me or just want to hear my voice in French, you can listen to an interview I did with the sublime Yasmine Chouaki here or just click on the embeded links below.
Happy new year to all of you!
I know I know I have been unfaithful, but sometimes life is too beautiful to do more than just living knowing that you will be ablee to write about all of it soon.
Thus, I am enjoying life and I will write about it soon.
I liked Christopher Hitchens even when I disagreed with him. He had the elegance to resist conventional wisdom, easy arguments and the temptation to be agreeable and blandly likable.
In short, Hitch was boldly relevant and I will miss him because he was substantively and abrasively authentic!
Life is catching up with me, which in this case, is a good thing.
So be patient, email me to yell at me (elegantly) or just to vent, but try to be understanding. Oh, by the way, if you read French, you may want to read this, it's an article on slate africa about me (in part) about me, me, me.
Unbelievably, it is hard to find my words in English to express what I feel on this tenth anniversary of 9/11. It has to do with the fact that English is my working and analytical language. I don't do feelings and poetry well in English or at least not to the level I do in French.
So? 9/11 is a hard moment to remember, but it's the one that made me come to terms with my Americanness and cherish that part of me. I'm trying to say that I took America for granted before 9/11 and that it was only after that I realized that it has been like a nurturing parent who gives you all you need to blossom and never asks for nothing, not even for a thank you.
9/11 reminds me that I owe America too much to accept when others or even its citizens sell it short.
I'm going to my hut in the desert to meditate the usefulness of the examined life !
I'm not stopping to blog, although I have been blogging with less frequency and will continue to post when I have something to say, which doesn't ruin my meditative vacation.
See you soon or tomorrow for I''m leaving although I'm not really leaving ! Now what does that say about me that I'm an adrenaline junkie or just too me for my own good?
I will start to blog again on Monday. I've been all over the world, well, kind of. I'm not back in New York yet, but I will back to a place where blogging is possible tomorrow.
There is so much to say. I'm just wondering how to say it....
By the way, it's funny, almost frightening how much L'Empreinte des Choses Brisées, my book, is devouring my life and my being. Unhelpful confession: I love being devoured.
I'm in a place where it isn't possible to blog, but I used my one wish for the last day of the year to grab the opportunity to say happy new year to you all especially to my favorite economist. I hope that he will forgive me and understand that after Paris, life took me some place else, which means that I will have to make the time to keep my promise in a few weeks.
I'm done with Paris or rather Paris is done with me. So what did I learn? A lot, too much, but all of it is helpful.
I know I haven't written, but hey, sometimes a writer has to do what a writer has to do. I'm trying to say that Paris taught me to love myself and to love writing in itself without questioning my love for it and its usefulness. Paris forced me to mature in a few days and to learn that love is overrated and even dangerous when it becomes existential...
Am I going to blog more before the end of the year? I will try, but the end of 2010 is magical and I have to clean up some of the mess that came with my fresh enlightenment. If you are worried about me, don't be, I'm just crossing the Gobi and I will be back stronger.
I'm still in Paris, bravely facing the cold even though it is kicking my you know what.
I had my 'presentation' for my book on Friday and I have to admit that I have no idea how things went. I'm mentally exhausted so it will take me a while, or not, to blog again. In the meantime, be patient for I will be back with a vengeance.
It's after 5 am in Paris, but still my birthday in the states. I'm in such in terrible shape physically that I'm not sure how I should feel about being a year older...
The most important information is that my public event in the Lucernaire is canceled until further notice (it will probably happen at the end of January). The bad weather in Paris and my cold forced me to realize that it was too much to ask people, especially those who wanted to come to listen to me, to get out on a hellish winter weekday when they know they have to work the next day and would be worried about how to get home. Thus, I have decided to do a closed event in the Pavillon Élysée around the same question : are africanity, sexuality, and identity broken things?
The new event will be in the Pavillon Élysée, but by invitation only on a week from Friday. If you really wanted to come to hear me talk or that you really want to come to this event, email me and we will talk.
Yesterday (the Eight, my birthday) was such a moody day because of the snow, the icy roads, and the impossible conditions that truly, I felt like a New Yorker in Paris, I missed Manhattan and my fellow villagers can do everything attitude.
I'm in Paris. Sick, cold, anxious, and trying to prepare for my event. That's the only thing that could have prevented me from blogging. In short, life is just as messy as I am with this cold that is beating the hell out of me. But I'm back not for good for I'm not in my 'natural' environment (a hotel room in Paris), nevertheless, I will be blog as much as I can.
I appeared on a show called le débat africain (in French) on RFI in which I asserted that there isn't such a thing as Africanity. It is a position on which I will elaborate on December 13 when at last, I'm having, at the Lucernaire in Paris (7 pm), a soirée to present my book, L'Empreinte des Choses Brisées and of course to sign copies. So if you are in Paris or just want to pick a fight with me or just to listen to something fresh on identity, sexuality and les choses brisées, come and bring a friend.
If the contemporary right is an uneasy fusion of conservative and libertarian articles of faith, the contemporary left is an uneasy fusion of technocratic progressive and liberal-democratic conviction. One sees progressive managerial elitism most clearly in the left's public-health and environmental paternalism. The rarely uttered idea is that the people who know best need to force the rest of us to do what's good for us. Whatever you think of this sort of state paternalism, it isn't liberal or liberty-enhancing in any non-tortured sense. The progressive technocrat's attitude toward liberty is: "Trust us. You're better off without so much of it." The more the left is inclined to stick up for this sort of "activist government" as a progressive, humanitarian force, the less it is inclined to couch its arguments in terms of liberty.
It is the fact that I value too much my liberty and that I hate to be told what to think that I am more than uneasy about the American left; it is too self-righteous and increasingly shallow because it wants to be fashionable, which makes it too complacent for it is convinced of its grandeur. So what will 'change' (ah the magic word, America is discovering doesn't mean anything) after the left gets a spanking tonight? Not much, it will just wait for Republicans to overreach and Obama will remain at the center right of the political spectrum and get reelected if he doesn't get in his own way.
In an act of shameless self-promotion, here is a podcast of me talking in French about my book, L'Empreinte des Choses Brisées. I speak too fast, but that's because I was forced to do it by my very own Frankenstein... there is melodramatic music playing in the background, which you may enjoy even if you don't understand French.
I'm back in New York. It feel different, but I have to say that I was impressed for the first time in a long time with Paris. When I write "impressed," I'm trying to say that I have been in love with Paris for so long that I had forgotten that it was a magical place where dreams can come true even though crashes can occur.
The trouble with writing or rather with becoming a published author is that people are looking for you for answers and are never satisfied solely with good questions. I have this obnoxious feeling that I'm becoming a saltimbanque, a show piece for people who I'm going to have trouble to still respect at the end of this extraordinary, but bugging experience. What happens when the writer is eaten up alive.
The dreadful world Cup (I'm complaining here about the quality of the matches not anything else) ended with a positive outcome after the worst final I ever watched. In any case, fifty years from now, the sole thing that I will remember is that Spain won and that Ghana crumbled under the intolerable pressure of something that doesn't exist: Africanity.
My reaction to reading this from Paul Sagar is no, you don't say!:
The claim or insinuation that campaigns for women’s rights and equality
are rooted in a lack of family to cater for (“no homes”), rejection by
men (“no husbands”) and infertility or barrenness (“no children”) are
apparently as old as the hills yet very much alive and kicking.
Unfortunately, Sagar misses the mark by focusing on the omnipresent reality without asking the key questions about the the issues 'women's right' and feminism and what it says about them that they haven't been revolutionary or even solely effective in accomplishing their aims! To be blunt, I'm tired of the same realities being examined as if the convenient acknowledgment of their unsavoriness were enough to change it or to make one feel good for not being part, at first glance, of the problematic and everlasting statu quo. Assez de bons sentiments et un peu d'actions please!
Quick and useless thought: there is nothing as fun when you are on vacation as seeing a team that you enjoy watching get to the final game of the World Cup. I was afraid that the Germans were going to win and that the last match of this dreadful competition would thus become unwatchable. Thus, I am happy to see Spain win today because while watching its team, one still feels that soccer, football is a game that must be fun instead of battle that has to be won. I don't know if Spain is going to win Sunday, but I hope that they try to play their football instead of playing solely strategically and trying to outsmart the Netherlands instead of just outplaying them, which should be enough to win. In short, I believe that Spain will win Sunday if it isn't afraid of losing its first World Cup final by letting itself believe that it can't win with its football.
Ghana lost yesterday. I had predicted that the Black stars would win if they were capable of ignoring the symbolic "crap" about Ghana representing the whole African continent and some type of imaginary "Africanity." Ghana lost yesterday mostly because the pressure of representing something other than itself crushed its players. Asamoah Gyan, the poor guy who missed the penalty that would have sent his country to the semi-final, thought undoubtedly about all the fluff, about the idiotic and anti-intellectual notion that he was carrying the hopes of 'Africa' on his shoulders instead of calming himself down to remember that Ghana isn't 'Africa' and the game against Uruguay wasn't another absurd and futile identity struggle. Next time, because there will be a next time for Ghana, its players should just think of themselves, their country, and ignore the burden of a nonexistent common identity and of a idealized history. Ghana isn't 'Africa' and remembering it can only be productive for it is a liberating reality.
Scenery: It's hot, humid, and quiet, but this calme trompeur will not last for it is less than an hour from the game between Ghana and Uruguay... It's amazing to see how all-encompassing sports can be when it becomes about something other than fun, but about identity. I'm sports fanatic, but I wouldn't die for it. In any case, I'm not watching the game for I'm going to bed. I watched too much tennis (Nadal won!!!) and Brazil lost, which made my day. Besides I know the outcome of the game already: Ghana is going to win. The Black stars will win because they are the better team and because the only thing that can stop them is all the fluff and the burdensome symbolic noise, which may paralyze them and make them believe that they are fighting for something bigger and that football is an identity struggle which can repair injustices or rather fix a country's and a continent's ills. Thus, Ghana will win if the Black Stars make the temperate choice to play just football and to ignore the chatter about its meaning.
Passing and short remark: I'm enjoying my boring vacation. It forces me to realize how fast and often unnecessarily loud, things are in New York. This kind of boredom feels great for I know that it shall pass and because it reinvigorates my brain.
I was unapologetically for the US yesterday in their match at the World Cup against Ghana. Somebody asked me how I couldn't support the Ghanaians and I have to admit that I was puzzled by the question because the assumption was that identity is 'racial' and I had to identify with Ghana rather than with the US because I share the color of their skin. My answer was that I have never been to Ghana while I love the US and that I am too cultured and too well read to make the stupid assumption that race skin color trumps everything else including experience. I am proud to say that I wanted the Americans to win against Ghana yesterday and that it broke my heart that they didn;t win. Their loss hurt me because I 'identify' with the American players, because I know America more than I know Ghana and because I love America not in the shallow way people from afar do but in a Tocqueville way: I admire its strength and acknowledging its ills.
In a time, when people are drunk with the disturbing sacrality of race while forgetting conveniently that for everybody, even those with a darker skin color, existence precedes essence, I refuse to follow the majority and to let the past or whatever else define who I am or rather whom I should be. To quote once more time Hannah Arendt quoting René Char: notre héritage n’est précédé d’aucun testament.
I'm back from nointernetland. I spend a week in a little corner with no internet, which explains my long absence. Stupidly, I had assume that even in my own surreal Macondo, I would be able to blog. That assumption should show how passionate I am with blogging that I often fail to take into account practical things such as internet access.
I'm back and I will write as much as I can while enjoying my vacation.
Deaf from all the sound of the Vuvuzela while I'm watching all the world cup game. That said I'm addicted to that painful noise and believe that I'm going to miss it after it is going even though I suspect that it is bad for my health.
I can't believe that Spain lost, but I'm grateful that it was to my new favorite country, Federeland Switzerland. I'm hoping that this world cup will get better. So far, the games have been forgettable. Can somebody please beat Italy, Brazil, and all of those teams who have won it all so that we have so some exciting novelty or something other than monotonous continuity?The problem is that in football, very few things are offered to you, you need to take them or die with regrets.
I'm taking full advantage of my vacation and watching the World Cup in a surreal atmosphere. I feel as though I'm in in another time for life goes by so slowly here that I'm always have to resist the urge to rush it along and to get caught up in the modern notion that time is money.
To talk about serious matters, football that is, I'm happy the US tied England, that Ghana (which is the most down to earth team, I've seen so far) won, and I'm expecting France with a somewhat heavy heart to lose to Mexico.
To put things simply, I'm having a good time and trying to take things easy while working on pleasurable things. Sometimes, the unexamined life can be delicious.
I've started my vacation slowly and I'm enjoying it even though it's hot as hell.
I'm watching Argentina play Nigeria and I have the feeling that the Argentine cannot win the World Cup, but I wouldn't bet on it because they have the talent to overcome the limits of their coach, Diego Armando Maradona.
I had a great time in my brief stop in Zurich. I bought some Cuban Rum, and realized how nice the Swiss are.
For now, I'm relaxing. I love being away from New York... I'm taking it easy, while getting myself ready to work differently.
I'm starting my vacation today, well not really for I'm going to spend the afternoon and most of the day tomorrow in airports and planes. I will be a few hours in Federerland then go to a destination that is almost as disturbing as it can be exhilarating. In any case, although I won't write tomorrow and more than likely Friday, I will resume blogging this weekend and if everything goes well, my blogging won't be light as it has been for the last two weeks.
Thus, my location changes, but I will keep on blogging wit the same frequency as I usually do. My goal is to rest mentally while doing what I love to do.
By the way, have I said how much I love Switzerland? It is a country that is too eccentrically good just to be enjoyed by the Swiss and the well-to -do.
I've finally caught World Cup fever. It took a long time, but I have it. The best thing for me about this World Cup is that I'm not going to watch it in the US for the first time in 16 years !!! It's a pain when you are a soccer football fan to watch the World Cup in the US because Americans don't care and have other worries while the rest of the world is following religiously what it considers to be the most important sporting event. Thus, even though I'm going to have a working vacation, I can't complain and I'm actually looking forward to the summer: Rafa Nadal is back and I won't have to watch the beautiful game on ESPN, everything is perfect in my small universe.
I'm preparing my summer. It explains the fact that I haven't posted as much as I wanted to for the last few days. I'm going away for the summer for a working vacation next Wednesday; I have so many things to do before I leave and I'm disorganized because my perfectionism is paralyzing me. Nevertheless, everything will should back to normal after next weekend when I will be in my new and more 'exotic' environment. So please be patient with me and forgive the lack of post. I will post relentlessly this summer, but right now life is just too chaotic for me to write for I have neither the time nor the mental energy to think.
By the way, I'm going to spend a few hours in Switzerland and for some reasons, that excites me more than it should even though the short stay will be expensive. But I love the Swiss especially when they speak Romansh, German, or Italian.
The English Premier league is ending today and I'm solely interested because I hope that Manchester United finds a way to get the title for I'm a Chelsea hater. Chelsea represents everything that is wrong with soccer football and sports, which is the idea that money is all that matters. It is a club with no soul. So even though, there is next to little chance that Chelsea won't win its last match and outlasts Man U, I'm watching the game hoping against hope that it loses.
I have to say that the outcome of the British elections bugs me. It's like a great movie having the most disastrous, frustrating, and ugliest ending thus undermining the pleasure that you felt while watching and making you feel cheap for going along for the ride for the plot was always unrealistic to begin with. I don't know what is going to happen, but I have a feeling that there will be another election fairly soon. At least, I got the answer to one of my big questions: the Brits are not as excitable as Americans, which explains in part in my opinion why Cleggstasy was solely an entertaining fantasy, which they liked because it gave them the illusion that they could be daring with their politics to, at the end, when they were alone in the voting booth realize that they are not comfortable with unknown unknowns (a hung parliament is a known unknown). I'm just wondering how good/bad a prime minister David Cameron will be. The good news for Britain is that sometimes bad campaigners make good leaders.